Thinking about life...

It is mid October, outside the weather is simply great - a long sunny autumn. However, not everything in my life is so sunny.
My uncle is having again some serious health problems - I really do not feel like talking about it right now. I just hope God will think about us, and everything will be solved perfectly for him. So let's just hope, and cross our fingers...

I think Romania is really a strange country. I always knew we are a country of strange people, where money can buy anything and where respect is not existing...but in the last few weeks I am really shocked to find out that we are even worse...it is like a science fiction movie...but I am acting in it without my will.
I am living in a country where it is quite normal do steal, falsify and blackmail. It is strange how we understand the freedom...completely different than other European countries. and surprisingly, there are people, who are accusing the Communist regime that was in Romania for so many years, and condemn those of us who are trying to suggest that there was a good part in it...and they are still ruling as a communist dictators. This is really amazing, how some of us can be so hypocritic. And listening to them you just think, that it is just a bad joke, or a bad dream, and you will wake up eventually. But no, you are not waking up, you find out more thinks about people "around" you and you are getting angry and wonder when it will end...probably never, cause as long as you have enough money, you rule in Romania. In a wrong way - you are able to falsify different kind of documents, laughting in face of justice, because you know nothing can happen to you, you can easily blackmail the influent persons around you, cause you have to power to do so, and you do not care if it is correct or not, you are stealing with the feeling that as a 'supreme ruler' you can do whatever you want...this is Romania after 18 years from the fall of Communist regime...
Not to mention that decent behavior is something as rare as an unicorn...why the hell we should say "good day" to someone? So what we have been in their house for so many times...now we do not need them anymore, so just ignore them - this is the correct behavior in our "new Romania"...
And the worse is that they are so pround of themselves...they are actually thinking they are the best...yeah they are...but only in Romania, cause it is a "junk country" where this kind of behavior is still working...But try to behave like this outside your country and you will see what happens...that is also the reason why they are not able to live outside Romania - they would be just a zero...
So, thinking about all these things, I wonder if you have any chance to become normal - but I am afraid I won't live that long...maybe my children will be lucky enough...
We are wasting our country - we do have a great country - but people living in it are destroying everything - we do not know how to become better, we are able just to steal and obtain money from doing nothing...